Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There’s no escape. I’m God’s lonely man.Taxi Driver (1976)
You Me At Six - Fresh Start Fever
today was the first day of spring and i printed off my criminal law assignment a whole three weeks before it’s even due and it’s probably the most productive thing i have ever done. the world feels very alive suddenly and it excites me. a good friend of mine turns 21 in a few hours and i can’t wait to celebrate with him on saturday. it better be a fucking good party because i didn’t get tickets to see you me at six and tonight alive so i could hang out so he better deliver. tomorrow i’m going to demonstrate my ever impressive handy man skills by painting some walls and some wood. i’ve discovered new music that i can’t get out of my head and it feels great. nfl games are finally being broadcast here on friday morning and i’m super pumped. winter is over and so is the strange feelings that accompanied it. onwards and upwards.
Peace, Love, & Misunderstanding (USA, 2011)
it hit me today that i don’t think about you half as often as i used to and i certainly don’t cry over you the way i used to. i’ve never felt such relief. it took longer than it should have since you cared so little but it’s finally happened. you don’t mean so much anymore, and while i’m sure if i saw you tomorrow, it’d all build back up again, but for now i feel free of the disappointment. it is a good day.
i had the most wonderful time at the park today and it was because these four complete strangers came and asked to play with my dog with me and goddamn what a pleasant time we had and it was such a summery day today and everything was so nice
Nat Wolff drinking from flower vessels in Palo Alto (2013)